breaking my back in silence
Category: numbness
Don’t Harsh my Mellow II
walking down the street to find my way through the damaged halls
look up at the sky to find a million colors standing in the sky
to remember why we trespass on top of the emotional divide
like acrobats spinning across wires in their minds
breaking all the words in their heads like texturized emotion
on top of the lighthouse matching illusion with the seas of aqua waves building higher and higher
open up all the values of transcending collapse
bursting with emotion on top of the mirrors edge
like a razor running across the seascape
walking across the waves like fences broken like crystalized glass amplified by secrets driven past a witness in the boathouse
illusions building deeper and deeper
lost as sea behind a shipwrecked skyline
A way out above the sky
above the stars in your mind
ships that sail across the ocean illuminating everlasting emotions in your memorized visions like trespass
watering the sky
I can hear the burning memories through the window
all the days pacing through your heart
when they start to step outside to realize
the sun starts to amplify
when the wind starts to damage the illumination
all the pressure building in your wings
All this desire pushing you higher
When the sky was blue and our dreams were high
a crack in the introspection
when dreams perspire in the distant without contrast
when memories walk through an echoing sky breaking a million mirrors
digging for lost damage in their lenses
breaking buildings behind their mind
create the forecast of comprehension to silence the pain
they fly across the painted ocean with flashlights in their hands
ride through the spinning Ferris wheels without emotional restrictions
breaking all the filters to grow across a dream
fishing through the silver skies
don’t capsize this ability
words won’t come out from their mouth
mirrors bending in the rain
when we can’t control this world on our own
burning the past away
watch a million spirits cross the skies
I watched you fall apart behind every second
whisper this world away
press the questions like damage
was I wrong to make things right?
all this time burning away
gauge the glimpse of this light
the pressure is too thick to control
break this silence apart
losing every color in the dark
you can’t break these balloons around my heart
to feel this emotion too deep
to feel this emotion like a chemical control
start all the days over in my mind
mistakes like dancers in the dark
if the light doesn’t shine today
let it burn me apart tomorrow
am I always wrong to choose different directions to get us apart?
one day they will rise to Heaven
like concealer to hide the black and blue away
like concealer to turn this world apart
shake this feeling to the ground
laugh again tomorrow
soldiers hear tomorrow
it hits them to the ground
in observation we pray for a new day of forgiveness
if yesterday doesn’t tell a story
someday we will march across the skies
everyday to define my faith
if time doesn’t answer me past the gates to prescribe the adoration
I can’t numb away the days lost
spin around this maze like a million pieces of doubt falling from my eyes
reflect the mirrors to break through the distance
a million voices gaining ground through the distance
to perfect the colors against the wall
I have seen the shadows spin through your heart
close their eyes to remember
television screens paint a true glimpse of tomorrow
pray for the days to absolve these sins locked in my heart
watch a million spirits cross the skies
telegraphic instinct
shaking through the floors
numbness taking over my skin
a loss of perfection
a loss of idealization
stop the heartbeat and take a second step
chemicals lost inside my head
an arrow splintering the details
a cause for alarm
a cause to disarm
ingest years and years from your veins
diffuse the crisis left hanging from your eyes
brace my back with window panes
crack every outcome like determination
look through the floating horsemen
run the bay to find you upside-down
every color carved through the wooden trunks
ageless color
shake the hidden truth from each branch
can I find you when I turn away?
can I find you through every horses’ step?
my madness, my true instinct
my illusion, lost in delusion
gallop against the sand pressing so far against your skin
jump through the carriage tumbling clear into your heart
telegraphic instinct
Shattered Mind 