painting these points to belong
Category: hope
painting down walls
memories dreamt too far
eyes behind past illusion
hanging glass through mesmerization
breaking stands pinning time
push back the hairs
“to find you again”
The first time I look in the mirror
All I see is you
Counting down the days in my heart
To find you again
To find you again
Damaging myself when you appear
Damaging myself when you appear
Like all the ghosts walking down the street
All I see is you
All I see is you
Transparent and numbered by time
A witness to my guidepost
You are the one in my mind
20 years gone
It’s you
Climbing up the mountains
To reach the mirror
Pushing back self control
Losing it all for these mistakes
Walking down the streets to find you
To open up these doors to see a ghost
But I know it is really you
A true instinct
To send these letters through time
To find you again
When you appear I’ve lost it all
When you appear these colors pressing against my heart
Is it really you?
Shaking these voices
To hear you
Breaking down the windows to find your heart
Shaking down every door to see these visions
To wash away my tears
Pressing against the wall
Staring through time to catch up with memories
All these secrets I want to give you everything
Faster and faster to scrape away a value
Fast and faster to breakdown the light
Faster and faster to find you again
To find you again
To find you again
the chemical compass of your heart
The world painted in blue and green
Faces disappear from the trickery running behind your eyes
Watching the marks of skipping stones
I felt a difference across the wires of your escape
Bringing out every ounce of purity
When we start to believe in our senses
Drop all the pain of constriction
A battle of our senses
Pushing every trace across the water
When the ships burn the night into something beautiful
A compass to your heart exploding through the wires
Like a fisherman
Like a lifeguard
Like an act of faith
Watching the water for miles and miles
Marching like the sun in a far escape
Like a fisherman
Like a lifeguard
Like an act of faith
When we sail to burn the stars past the chemical compass of your heart
“pulling us through eternity”
breaking the wing apart through violet walls, driven past devastation
shattering the glass sky between stars burning in your mind
don’t withhold your heart when they break you to the ground
watching the sunset behind accomplishments written in the haunting waves
headlights flash through discarded breath between windows lost behind wheels that shine in your forecast
the time it takes to run towards the shore and ingest the last memories of summer
coming against the needle breaking apart against a fallen passenger
can’t stop the damaged days until we hear the storms in the lighthouse
can’t stop the damaged days until we find the walls pushing us past limits in the horizon
walking across green oceans to trespass without illusions
fueling up before another crash pulling us together like ropes in binding dreams
chemical control rooms gone astray like the reception in hospital wards
chemical control rooms bleeding apart like crystalized perception casting the hue building across city lights
when we broke futility across the collapsed bridges running from the car crash into your arms
when they saw the flames burning in your eyes half disrespected
bending the note against a time everlasting between the intersections of hallways secluded before perspiration
falling through the ocean skies breaking glass against your heart pulling us through eternity
Shattered Mind 