I heard you reach out from the distance
all the cars crashing inside my head
can we ever go deeper than this true aspect
multiply half a mind and shatter past mistakes
fog pressing under my skin
prevent a million relapses with one disguise
hurt breaking from the mirror in your mind
don’t try to stand around to watch it all fall inside
drive a hundred million miles on the icy shores
not a day left damaged to struggle against
watch the colors forecast a hope beating faster and faster
we shelter the world stuck in isolation
Tag: poem
“flags in your eyes”
to witness a loss of betrayal
push up against the freezing colors
a millions lights inside your head
coming too close to the stars
whisper to the back of sleep
speaking endlessly
slipping into another world
I hear them calling
take my aim so far away
noises wake us from slumber
lay down these dreams
hands that hurt to familiarize
take me into paradise
circle the injection coming too close to forgetting
a numbness aching like a gift
press it all too late
running through the wind
I hear you call out like a heat that intensifies through a star
turning back time to find you there
ice breaking at my skin from time to time
I catch you from beyond flying all the flags into your eyes
when you broke into paradise
shout against the memories shaking me down
follow the freedom marching on her back
confusion breaking through my heart
translating every emotion driving me home
color the paper dolls
lock this gift away
don’t consume it all
I think I’m falling too deep
lock my heart away with a key
keep changing past perfection
“words lost in purity”
light up the staircase of her memory
climb with precision catching pictures falling in the dark
all you meant to me is swimming so far away
into so many pieces I am immobilized
fly through the room in procession
losing atmosphere I choose a new way out
to hide away from the night and fall into the light
you stand still breaking clean from every trace of sin
into a new view a million colors crashing from the night
separate confusion from ambition burning deep inside
walking through the streets
faces with half calculated expressions
move free but don’t go away until it all makes sense
stand across cathedral bells and towards the future
a spark to ignite inspiration yearning past school yards
all around we move through comprehension one more time
every emotion falling from the inside
words lost in purity
“numb your fingers”
stumble out of focus burning for new memories
lost again to this silence
press my face against the window to feel time
I lose directions all at once
a value so introspective
they wash away the future with just a glance
secrets burning through the wind
choose all the colors yearning from the light
write down the definitions to fight for your life
pace up and down the trampoline held up by your youth
spin across the wires to numb your fingers from retrospect
I see you through the crowd
you wear so many masks to hide from it all
spitting out a new frequency in blue and green
sit still in this isolation and face the wall
crumple up words on paper until you find truth
I saw you with chemicals in your voice
one more chance to spin across disbelief to make it right
“to win this battle & conquer it all”
i see the faces through the window trying to get past broken memories
i feel time slipping & wasting up inside
call another stranger to dream it all away
words are broken against the wall
too tired to let this feeling go
signs are paved like magnetism
shift the desire into a new meaning today
colors cycle through time
i hear the voices call me from the ground
count the numbers like timezones to a million dimensions
step through this loss like an epidemic
shake my skin to feel alive before second glance
I hear it all coming alive like photosynthesis
a shock hits hard against their faces
can’t wake from this daydream
can’t force myself to change obliteration
i see a million colors bursting lost days with freedom
we climb on top of this hill with hope rising past every achievable point
i see you lock your future so bright to claim it all
don’t want to finish in second place
don’t want to let them put me away
to win this battle & conquer it all
i see the colors so abstract from a million points of view
coming alive in so many different ways
“obliterate the colors on the wall”
I see you in the distance
run down pinned dreams
in the dark too hard to focus on recreation
memories flash by your head
scared to take cover
flash the light but you don’t see me this time
all the colors falling from your head
I see you strike memories like matchsticks
every burning ignition to color my days away
too dark to contrast
out of focus towards determination
too numb to feel
too dark to contrast
every radiation point hitting us harder and harder
every face we can’t recollect
a sudden impact in our heads
crash down the obliterated sky
miles away police scan for observation
he pays the price for the vices lined up against registered skin
all the chemicals in his hands to ingest the past away
to strike the match against the wall
to withstand every word far behind
to strike the headlights to understand
don’t know which way to turn
don’t want to obliterate the colors on the wall
damaged by blue and green
push a test of authenticity through the glass
wires of strains lost in dream
conflict submerged eternally like sinking ships
crystal visions split apart
every edge of color separated at the seam
an accomplice falling through the motorcade
tied to strings damaged by blue and green
ingest the sentiment lost in chemical crowds
wave the flags but don’t watch us fall
overspend my loss of functionality
words spread apart by a strain of control
break apart the seconds detrimental to this hope
pin my fingers against the wall
every fingernail damaged by words that bleed
don’t want to live inside the splinter cell
words break my face with violence
stillness gone away
Men Push Their Days Away In Factory Wards
chasing cars like motorcade
reach through your mind
don’t forget the steps we choose to get this far
men push away their days
in factory wards
empty out my imagination
but are we doing fine?
cars crash behind longevity
pictures burned between my fingers
stamp out every frame
run through the horses
capture my faith
shake this pain apart
Crystal Static Machine
tried to erase the hours inside my head
break the walls inside
it’s tomorrow I can’t feel
sounds breaking through my window
I have a choice
I have a voice
that won’t distance
before I take a stance
a crystal static machine
prove my denial
change so optimistic
Kick Apart Emotional Detail
comprehend this allusion hurting from the inside
weakened humiliation breaks against your face
witness my retrieval
step into the blue room
every mistake falling through floor
kick apart emotional detail
pride left to shatter
half breathing, half alive
confusion beating apart
try to extinguish this confusion
it all burns away behind abandoned forecasts
the secret world lost in her colors
dismantle the price of illusion
truth foreign to regret
splinter through damaged voices
the floor breaks down in outcast