people with matchbook eyes
can’t understand which way we tick
seven strikes on film
like the broken bird upon your chest
now I know
stumble through sober breaths
collapse those mirrors
Try to find a way out
Tears so violent in yesterday’s youth
substances painting windows across time
A carriage mirrored across the sky
Fire shouting in a match to regain solidarity
Precision of a witness on the stands day in and day out
Past the motorcade men marching up and down their drowning faces
Try to sleep through a memory picked apart by broken needles silencing the truth
Voices crawl through the walls
Voices break every last filament
Shaking the stain of regret
A dose of pain
a dose of hope running thin
Lost in the faith of memory gone astray
Faces of tomorrow drink from the laughter burning through the crowd
Breaking the ice in my heart day in and day out
Spinning around and around in the dark and light
Visions to guide past the violence written in their eyes
A sacrifice breaking the bread behind cathedral walls
The light shinning brighter and brighter
Forgiving the sins written across their eyes
Memories numb my
Faces blind colorless
Running through the basement knocking between voice to voice
Witness the pattern
Monitoring the day in and out
Step into the detection scripts
Carry vices on their broken backs
Catalyst igniting the wheels under your skin
Tires burning to witness and withstand
Breaking free from time itself
The flames ingulf substance ahead
A dream faster and faster
Search for survival on the stands
Collapse bridges numbing confusion
The Thin People
They are always with us, the thin people
Meager of dimension as the gray people
On a movie-screen. They
Are unreal, we say:
It was only in a movie, it was only
In a war making evil headlines when we
Were small that they famished and
Grew so lean and would not round
Out their stalky limbs again though peace
Plumped the bellies of the mice
Under the meanest table.
It was during the long hunger-battle
They found their talent to persevere
In thinness, to come, later,
Into our bad dreams, their menace
Not guns, not abuses,
But a thin silence.
Wrapped in flea ridden donkey skins,
Empty of complaint, forever
Drinking vinegar from tin cups: they wore
The insufferable nimbus of the lot-drawn
Scapegoat. But so thin,
So weedy a race could not remain in dreams,
Could not remain outlandish victims
In the contracted country of the head
Any more than the old woman in her mud hut could
Keep from cutting fat meat
Out of the side of the generous moon when it
Set foot nightly in her yard
Until her knife had pared
The moon to a rind of little light.
Now the thin people do not obliterate
Themselves as the dawn
Grayness blues, reddens, and the outline
Of the world comes clear and fills with color.
They persist in the sunlit room: the wall paper
Frieze of cabbage-roses and cornflowers pales
Under their thin-lipped smiles,
Their withering kingship.
How they prop each other up!
We own no wildernesses rich and deep enough
For stronghold against their stiff
Battalions. See, how the tree boles flatten
And lose their good browns
If the thin people simply stand in the forest,
Making the world go thin as a wasp’s nest
And grayer; not even moving their bones.
In love with a ghost
Afraid of the world given to me
Breaking down a memory ward
Voices falling from heaven
Locked in trespass…a room…a prison meant to carry on
Faces scattering watching time burn
Sketching out the hidden souls before they disappear
Look towards the sky but it’s all allusion
Mistakes filmed beyond sources agonized through experiment
Perspectives damages
Treating a disease falling from the asylum pushed past incurable regret
Disordered thoughts avoiding destination
Too blind to see the world
Voices demanding solitary confession
Collecting desires…pushing towards the hill
Treating the broken corners driven by unstable minds
Truth slipping away
Empathy washing away their skin
At the gates I can see their faces
Voices breaking down these fences of my heart
Shaking a bell to heaven…don’t let it burn from implication
The first time I look in the mirror
All I see is you
Counting down the days in my heart
To find you again
To find you again
Damaging myself when you appear
Damaging myself when you appear
Like all the ghosts walking down the street
All I see is you
All I see is you
Transparent and numbered by time
A witness to my guidepost
You are the one in my mind
20 years gone
It’s you
Climbing up the mountains
To reach the mirror
Pushing back self control
Losing it all for these mistakes
Walking down the streets to find you
To open up these doors to see a ghost
But I know it is really you
A true instinct
To send these letters through time
To find you again
When you appear I’ve lost it all
When you appear these colors pressing against my heart
Is it really you?
Shaking these voices
To hear you
Breaking down the windows to find your heart
Shaking down every door to see these visions
To wash away my tears
Pressing against the wall
Staring through time to catch up with memories
All these secrets I want to give you everything
Faster and faster to scrape away a value
Fast and faster to breakdown the light
Faster and faster to find you again
To find you again
To find you again
I’m at the edge dreaming fast past understanding the turn around
They tell it to their faces melting away with persistence
Glitter down
Glitter past emotion
Light prevails whispering secrets lost by betrayal
On top of the ocean when we fell down the escape magician
bending light against colors pushing value
Rising and falling
Fire touches the edge without resistance
(Laughing at tomorrow without a trace)
Pick pocket cold black detentions
Static mesmerizing light
Dusting off prints of temptation standing too tall
Teaching breath to breath fundamental
Breaking free of confusion hitting time with unobtainable control
Losing touch
Losing value
Losing lies
Losing in the rain where we catch the final train
Carry ahead to build this fire deeper and deeper
Chisels away hot and cold
Stare at heartbeat beating faster and faster
Impossible to regret
Impossible to lose
Impossible to break the whisper in the schoolyard
touch the visions of a spirit ahead of its time
Puncture the colors and break like falling bricks
A glimpse blue – damaged secrets trapped in voices coloring the sparks behind their dreams
Distracted and spinning
I heard you in memory lapse
I heard you in the oceans draining into lucidity
Peel away the edge of nights faulting sanity
Colors masquerade to pivot the clocks
Statues drop through an epidemic
Well aware of the fault burning through the sun
Visions on their minds
Step across madness like discarded emotion
Skin shedding newspaper print like future traces
Shift and collapse to witness imagination
painted across windshields crushed with desire
Like a book pressing on your imagination
Writing against a hope fascinating a million crowds
break my back to kickstart emotions fueling this crowd
Secrets belong across a billion billboards across the sky
Shaking words in your eyes to dissolve every ounce of doubt half-traced from the timeline
Tricked by bad memories crashing through the ice of chosen directions
Running towards the sky like ashes falling from a mirrored escape
Preservation catching up like scandalous enchantment
Neon blue dust in your direction
Running to find the world not abused by secrecy
Every aspiration driven through persistent memory
Gripping the ice until it cracks from the turmoil inside a faulty memory
I felt alive bursting in the sun through past sequences of obscurity
Staying too long inside an intricate diaphoresis of hope
shaking the mirror of your escape in paralytic voices
Withstand an uphill turmoil written in cathedral marches
A covenant never felt more alive than in picturesque
Staying past an eternal imagination burnt by unknown frequencies without fault
The world painted in blue and green
Faces disappear from the trickery running behind your eyes
Watching the marks of skipping stones
I felt a difference across the wires of your escape
Bringing out every ounce of purity
When we start to believe in our senses
Drop all the pain of constriction
A battle of our senses
Pushing every trace across the water
When the ships burn the night into something beautiful
A compass to your heart exploding through the wires
Like a fisherman
Like a lifeguard
Like an act of faith
Watching the water for miles and miles
Marching like the sun in a far escape
Like a fisherman
Like a lifeguard
Like an act of faith
When we sail to burn the stars past the chemical compass of your heart