I’m staring through the window one more time
all the colors press against my heart
Every blue and white shapes the shadows away
all the days gone by
watch the ice strain through the distance
Children push their nets through the streets
Like a circus ring we never have to pretend
The games we used to play
run to whisper through the light
Light up the days
Christmas edges close in the air
when we used to dream in the dark
spark the light against the mismatched distance
everyday when we used to pray differently
if I could hold a difference through your eyes
Shake my lost understanding
I still see the outline against your back
all the bridges we used to break
I watch you paint the photographs on the wall
All the words breaking the shadows away
Colors bleed from you hand
Every part of imagination you persuade
When you used to remind me of the past
I never had to shut my mouth
Now I know the future is here to stay
The children don’t have to hide their words deep inside
If we could start this all over again
Suspend this time forever in our hearts
You make me wonder why
You make me wonder why
Everything that we could ever be
You just make me stronger
Everything that is possible
Like a ghost we walk the streets
I know things are better this time
Burn through the focus and stare against the light
Jump against the air
Doesn’t it feel right this way?
Doesn’t it feel right this way?
Shake the shadows into thin air
If I could feel again
Watch the horses cross the sky
Do they have secrets left to keep?
You never lied to me
I feel so much stronger in this place
I feel so much better
Forget when their words broke the glass against your heart
I know you make my dreams come
Tag: vision
“Cathedral Bells”
I watch the ballerinas in the dark
every spoken movement counter-played
we can all find ourselves free again
inside and out mirrors study the emotional line
to run across imagination to re-process every critical point
we won’t ever stop running through daydreams
if we stop to questions why
if we stop to outline the detail on their back
will we ever understand which way we tick?
when you prescribe the distance I know the battleground too well
wake up another day to break this imagination across the silver screen
if you were next to me
If I couldn’t take a breath
I wouldn’t doubt redefinition
a vital clue going through your head
each slip, each belief to run through the sky
if I could speak
if I could speak to break the colors of silence
if I could speak like cathedral bells
if I could speak like the ghosts inside my head
to walk against the falling rain
if love didn’t fall apart inside my head
I see the shadows drop behind the heartache
reemphasize the social clues I am running so far behind
to cross out my window another day
tonight the church bells ring a different tune
to watch the cathedral walls one more day
to watch the smoke drop the critical line
to kneel before kingdom come every eye closed behind secrets reaching out for me
whisper past separation
tonight the church bells ring a different sound but only with you
“Stare Through Medical Lies”
stare through medical lies
days lost
when they use our existence
remember when they broke down the bridges in San Francisco
take back the words that define the solider’s last command
I’m the one hurting to imagine it fall apart before your eyes
save every color fallen from your eyes
words burning through my head
pushing in all directions they shock every substantial lie burning across your skin
years leaving this town
years to prove my faith
shape every detail before we say farewell
before when they were so much better
when children watch ghosts locked away behind words on film
walk through the staircase and lie across the pages of every book in detail
lights burn away every chemical misunderstood
imagination locked behind transparent skies
when sickness falls to the ground
hide away in your own security
places too numb to feel
conversations buried away
pick away at this disguise
pick through the amnesia
colors driven to the shoreline
we watch all the ships sail towards this lighthouse
a million letters to my best friend
I can’t wake you now
when we can’t feel tomorrow
“I hear tomorrow in your eyes”
I hear tomorrow in your eyes
past this point of view
to rule the existence
We watch children march across these wires
lost in the day behind this window
sustain this look past many years
we start to connect the skies
hold on to me
hold on to me
I watch the voices cross the line
don’t abandon this love
hold this string against your heart
pin every emotion towards the sky
we hold onto every day
don’t lose these years
will time break through the line across photographic skies
I watch the colors in the distance
all the shapes running against my mind
I take the blame for your mistakes
to shelter the fuel against the window
to break a million pieces of glass through my heart…
to break a million stars to remember how…
I see the sun shine behind tomorrow
I start to remember the lost days between hospital wards
turn the page through time and lift regret away
when can we run skyscrapers towards the sun?
run through tomorrow
don’t let go
don’t let go
don’t abandon this love
watch a million spirits cross the skies
I watched you fall apart behind every second
whisper this world away
press the questions like damage
was I wrong to make things right?
all this time burning away
gauge the glimpse of this light
the pressure is too thick to control
break this silence apart
losing every color in the dark
you can’t break these balloons around my heart
to feel this emotion too deep
to feel this emotion like a chemical control
start all the days over in my mind
mistakes like dancers in the dark
if the light doesn’t shine today
let it burn me apart tomorrow
am I always wrong to choose different directions to get us apart?
one day they will rise to Heaven
like concealer to hide the black and blue away
like concealer to turn this world apart
shake this feeling to the ground
laugh again tomorrow
soldiers hear tomorrow
it hits them to the ground
in observation we pray for a new day of forgiveness
if yesterday doesn’t tell a story
someday we will march across the skies
everyday to define my faith
if time doesn’t answer me past the gates to prescribe the adoration
I can’t numb away the days lost
spin around this maze like a million pieces of doubt falling from my eyes
reflect the mirrors to break through the distance
a million voices gaining ground through the distance
to perfect the colors against the wall
I have seen the shadows spin through your heart
close their eyes to remember
television screens paint a true glimpse of tomorrow
pray for the days to absolve these sins locked in my heart
watch a million spirits cross the skies
“code them with stars”
weave the stars like every lost parallax
turn my secrets into the fight of my life
I hear you calling
every lost feeling of regret
I hear you catch up to this broken security
every face numbered by time
call out everyday of creation
I see you set them apart
words calling me from the distance
as we step away from this violence
turn every page to withstand the beauty in their eyes
is this the end in your hands?
spin through these photographs
hurry up to watch the distance
people ride across the sky through hospital wards
up & down we can choose our way out
with every glance & every footstep tomorrow comes alive
lost again in the dark
wake up to chain myself against the mirror
it’s not black & white
when they call out from this point of instability
It’s not black & white
when they call to withstand every insecurity
break the world into my heart
take the test to prove a fault for mankind
whisper through the dark
shattering the glass with the weight of a hundred men
run through the boulevards with a million red balloons
break the colors through your hands to break this puzzle apart
a second glance a second chance
code a million stars past every vision
code a million stars to hide the screams in the basement
code a million stars to build this peculiar determination
if we can withstand the days lost inside your head
I see the traces burn through the wind
every color preventing me from standing still
every voice burning from your hands
every sound spliced through your integrity
conversations overused locked inside my head
mark it all against the walls trespassed half-ingested
Did I lose it all to find you coded with stars?
this fallen shelter
take too long when the pressure is difficult to fight
something painted through the door keeps me from this existence
pace through the walls until belief strikes through lost photographs caught up against time
faceless voices appear behind your distant eyes
try to describe washed apart colors burning with a million visions
crawl past hospital wards
wake from tomorrow in the distant past
define our values falling past memorization
when i’m always at fault for the price I pay
conversations burning up from inside this fallen shelter
I heard cathedral bells lost in their minds
look across the ocean
step through paralyzed visions
empty out my pockets to where we belong
wait for this burning instinct to make it out on time
place this book through your hands
up on the inside recreation takes its toll
don’t try to cast judgement
burn past every secret yearned for
dust off part of every memory when we lose the thrill of a million places
faces stand in their way
a ladder to crawl through pieces of time
washed apart
stand through the distance
focus on right and wrong
like pictures broken inside my hands
pray for a miracle
when I’m not drowning inside
look towards the sky when every dream comes true
to have you in my arms again
is it all pretend?
am I just watching the visions inside my mind?
am I watching something lost at sea
when the boats circle their distance
when we run towards the shore
when every footstep breaks the barrier
every border around your heart
a million birds fly through the sky
like pictures broken inside my hands
scatter them across the ocean
put every piece together
and hope for mankind
jump through the sky like reverse magnetism
sparks fly through the electric wire
like the stillness gone away
chains broken inside
focus on every detail