faces caught in the window
borrow these papers screening madness
focused to the past
drive faster and faster
reaching tomorrow
choose damage
choose introspections
shatter the voices beyond inscription
pushing value numb
push it past
push it through
a broken glass
burning dreams like faces
Voices pressing me further through a world I can’t climb past the gates
Transpiring the ghost burning in my heart
Aching and damaged
Heartbeat…heartbreak…
Hearbeat….heartbreak…
Call through the tunnels decaying freedom ahead
Eyes stare through the violent tears
Walk towards the guidepost and they push past transpired dreams
When the sun damages every emotion aching to discard the future
Mistakes drowning through the turmoil
To climb the stairs towards heaven but they tear me apart
Watching the flames burn deeper and deeper
Skin pricked with visions silenced by the fear in my eyes
To walk the streets before they pull me through faces traced with rage
Drowning deeper and deeper
Conversations losing reality locked down through a voice
Breaking my pride apart
When everything feels wrong without you
To hear your voice shredding windows pushing me to escape
I’ve heard a hundred hours breaking from the inside
crushing a choice left far behind
i tried to understand the future
lay still across the sky
drop apart every word of regret
still i stand still as a witness to God
trapped at the table where my voice is discarded
but still I can’t forgive myself
ask for absolution to stand in the form of Christ
to be my guide into the future
when the disciples burn the candles
look towards the sky
are you every dream in my hand?
beyond every inscription from Heaven
we walk to stand still
children lost in the parade
every innocence pinned deep in value
to ascertain the turmoil written in my eyes
to glance at the table towards perfection
did I burn my prize too hard?
stories hidden with too much truth
when lies can’t be hidden in the dark
I can’t forget my mistakes
if they shine the light from heaven
will you ever listen?
are we close to getting up
are we close to burning out from the inside
take a breath
I have found an answer inside your eyes
Break these lines tearing us apart
Capture my heart before it’s too late
Run away into the point where everything matters at once
Have you got inside my head
Have you turned me upside-down?
Did I lose grip with everything that mattered?
Did I forget how to live?
Did I forget how to breathe?
Sit up against the burning sky
Stand up from a million points of light
Are you the one inside my head?
Are you the one that got away?
Are you the one running back and forth through my dreams?
Wake up against a beating heart
Is it too late to claim my sanity?
Are we too tired to remember our names?
Are we too tired to dream into the future
Waiting outside in the pouring rain
Waiting outside with a burning instinct
Press a million doors open with your eyes
In love with a ghost
Afraid of the world given to me
Breaking down a memory ward
Voices falling from heaven
Locked in trespass…a room…a prison meant to carry on
Faces scattering watching time burn
Sketching out the hidden souls before they disappear
Look towards the sky but it’s all allusion
Mistakes filmed beyond sources agonized through experiment
Perspectives damages
Treating a disease falling from the asylum pushed past incurable regret
Disordered thoughts avoiding destination
Too blind to see the world
Voices demanding solitary confession
Collecting desires…pushing towards the hill
Treating the broken corners driven by unstable minds
Truth slipping away
Empathy washing away their skin
At the gates I can see their faces
Voices breaking down these fences of my heart
Shaking a bell to heaven…don’t let it burn from implication
Dropping the floors but don’t break free
A chemical mountain to fight the battle of faith
Drive by the skies to distance the observation lanes kicking out procession
Hope building faster than regret
Dominos break in their minds like surprise predetermination
Chaos suppress the screens flat occupancy
Incoherent existence pushing past three days
In a room obscured by blinding light
Climb the ladders pushing us apart
Colors in an emotional rollercoaster
Truth decaying patterns shaking the mirror
Wait to be quick
Wait don’t waste away
Conversations stuck behind cathedral walls
Stay to chain regret
Waking up the buildings breaking down the sky
It’s not too late to stay another day
Amplify these words stuck in regressive battle lanes
I’m at the edge dreaming fast past understanding the turn around
They tell it to their faces melting away with persistence
Glitter down
Glitter past emotion
Light prevails whispering secrets lost by betrayal
On top of the ocean when we fell down the escape magician
bending light against colors pushing value
Rising and falling
Fire touches the edge without resistance
(Laughing at tomorrow without a trace)
Pick pocket cold black detentions
Static mesmerizing light
Dusting off prints of temptation standing too tall
Teaching breath to breath fundamental
Breaking free of confusion hitting time with unobtainable control
Losing touch
Losing value
Losing lies
Losing in the rain where we catch the final train
Carry ahead to build this fire deeper and deeper
Chisels away hot and cold
Stare at heartbeat beating faster and faster
Impossible to regret
Impossible to lose
Impossible to break the whisper in the schoolyard
touch the visions of a spirit ahead of its time
Puncture the colors and break like falling bricks
A glimpse blue – damaged secrets trapped in voices coloring the sparks behind their dreams
Distracted and spinning
I heard you in memory lapse
I heard you in the oceans draining into lucidity
Peel away the edge of nights faulting sanity
The world painted in blue and green
Faces disappear from the trickery running behind your eyes
Watching the marks of skipping stones
I felt a difference across the wires of your escape
Bringing out every ounce of purity
When we start to believe in our senses
Drop all the pain of constriction
A battle of our senses
Pushing every trace across the water
When the ships burn the night into something beautiful
A compass to your heart exploding through the wires
Like a fisherman
Like a lifeguard
Like an act of faith
Watching the water for miles and miles
Marching like the sun in a far escape
Like a fisherman
Like a lifeguard
Like an act of faith
When we sail to burn the stars past the chemical compass of your heart
turning on the inside to fall against all pieces broken in the sky
kites withstand the black glass shining through your heart
your beauty written across every page
turmoil in their silence, blinding the discarded ships falling the lost ocean
turn around to face the days rising on top of every collateral emotion
spinning with a deeper understanding of the hidden gesture drowning above the lakes
every picture on the wall, the still of your escape bleeding from every wall
withstand notes that decay like painted footprints across discolored sentiments
every inch of value rising from the glass ocean
inside you recreate pictures in amplified mirrored houses of figment
digging deeper for silver recognizing the survival- a horse’s instinct
crashing colors against black glass impacting surviving luminescence staining beneath your skin
dusting fingerprints impacted at the end of your mind
reveal the darker contrast of rising castles breaking sustainability
red balloons fall from their hands echoing past eternity
leave this world damaged like a pin prick
facing the wall of confusion
pretend it wasn’t everything that mattered
Now we’re broken in two at the edge of a photograph
peel away every part of confusion
stare into the blinding ocean
the needle damaged without introspection
scaling behind the walls
lost behind the edge of ability
burn up a million formulas in your head
if this bird flies a kite behind paradise
withstand the wind that lifts up the skin
haunted by a million colors in the dark
step through the cathedral walls
climb on top of every memory
every dream lost behind control
dig apart every voice left in the sky
when they read your mind behind comprehension
skin shedding all it’s pain away
when we find each other in the light
Cryptophasia is a phenomenon of a language developed by twins (identical or fraternal) that only the two children can understand. The word has its roots from the Greek crypto, meaning secret, and phasia, meaning speech.
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