looking through time
fingers numb with anticipation
head bursts with every movement
try to control my intake
but I can’t stop
I can’t stop
swim through the water
every fear evaporates sickness
you are the lighthouse I can’t see
you are the ghost holding me with treachery
try to forecast every illusion
paint a picture for tomorrow
glance across the forecast
colors burn my skin where I couldn’t feel
saturate the blinding light without loss
re-determine the crisis burning inside my head
the sky falls like a broken chandelier
every piece of glass cuts with violation
colors shake out of control
strike me down like dominoes
every realization broken against it’s skin
look through your life
what did you see?
look through your eyes are they grey inside?
look through your eyes are they lost?
like broken dominoes
your words cut my eyes with chemical tears