lost payment of time

lost payment of time

get away from the days

walls crumbling down behind these secrets

lock myself into the mirror

pressure building deeper before the collapse

reach out for the hidden secret

try to trap my days away

every chemical reaction

stinging deep

stinging deep

in every broken vein

a crowd of insecurity picks every last piece away

shift through the chemical release

cut through the empty hours

watch the sunlight break my finger tips

a weakness gone too far

shiver with glass eyes

lose every vision caught in my head

try to steer a path with kindness

but I’m fighting against myself

contemplation always over humiliated

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