lost payment of time
get away from the days
walls crumbling down behind these secrets
lock myself into the mirror
pressure building deeper before the collapse
reach out for the hidden secret
try to trap my days away
every chemical reaction
stinging deep
stinging deep
in every broken vein
a crowd of insecurity picks every last piece away
shift through the chemical release
cut through the empty hours
watch the sunlight break my finger tips
a weakness gone too far
shiver with glass eyes
lose every vision caught in my head
try to steer a path with kindness
but I’m fighting against myself
contemplation always over humiliated