give into the pain
lay here on this bed
counting the conversations in my head
all the people running across across the monument
like a useless figurine
we cry out for answers
secrets we try so hard to lock away
hours spinning through the darkness
take the time away to etch these memories down
realize the mistakes I have made
wait for forgiveness
when we are only trying to forgive ourselves
a millions miles out in the sea
look for the light running from their dreams
look for the direction we call home
bare my resistance
like the rush of a summer’s night
too close to home
a million promises only we can define
a million ways out of my mind
lost every conversation point
every word I try to get through
past my re-creation I can’t find a way
to understand how I’ve change
to give into this sickness
trapped inside a pharmacy with no way out
medicate my years to my decay
Shattered Mind 